i wanna have sex with someone. ovulation drives me CRAZY and this month was kinda worse than usual. the thing is, i'm just scared. i'm scared of doing something wrong, or bleeding, or being in pain or even getting an infection or something. i have tried fingering but i don't wanna do it wrong and cause myself unnecessary pain. i have no idea if my hymen has broken yet. the fuck do i do?
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Hey hey so I had a post couple of days ago but that was too long so I have shortened a little bit if you want to delve into the details, you can read the whole description to get a better grasp of what I think about various stuff from political sciences to arts to marriage in my profile here: [https://www.reddit.com/user/zwiegespalten\_/comments/1iemsfm/my\_thoughts/?utm\_source=share&utm\_medium=web3x&utm\_name=web3xcss&utm\_term=1&utm\_content=share\_button](https://www.reddit.com/user/zwiegespalten_/comments/1iemsfm/my_thoughts/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button)
You can see extra pictures of me here:Â [https://imgur.com/a/mwwj2fm](https://imgur.com/a/mwwj2fm)
**Who I am**
Who am I? I’m not sure anyone can truly answer that. Following Hannah Arendt’s view, identity emerges through social interactions, making it inherently a social construct—a view I reluctantly accept despite my distaste for constructivism.
**On What I Am**
I’m 28, originally from Istanbul but living in Germany for 7 years. I speak Turkish, German, and English. My academic path has been chaotic. I studied political science and geography for my bachelor’s but disliked the reductionist, democracy-focused approach. This led me to pursue a geography master’s. My interest in politics remains, but I approach it independently, blending it with history—particularly the Roman Empire, European, and Anatolian histories.
Currently, I’m finishing a second bachelor’s in physics, captivated by the simplicity of general relativity and statistical physics despite their mathematical complexity. I work at an astronomical institute for my thesis and a GIS company, focusing on data and machine learning. I aim to continue in tech, hopefully in Berlin. I’m proficient in Python and SQL, learning algorithms, data structures, JavaScript, and C++ for versatility.
**On My Person**
I’ve outgrown clubbing and prefer meaningful conversations over mind-numbing excesses. I strive for self-improvement: reading, podcasting, gymming, and staying connected with friends and family. Despite occasional depression and mood swings, I’m usually upbeat. I’m introverted but warm once comfortable, with a sharp, dark sense of humor.
Physically, I’m 167 cm tall, 57 kg, fit, with curly hair and brown-gold eyes. I enjoy diving and once did skydiving too.
**On the Person I Am Looking For**
I seek a driven, ambitious, courageous man close to my age yet wise enough to see financial success as a means to something greater. Someone more motivated than I am who can inspire me to improve while I do my best to reciprocate. I find masculinity attractive and prefer a partner who embodies it, which I also offer in return.
He should take care of his mind and body, be responsible, open to debates, and not easily offended. A partner who can meaningfully contribute to my life and whom I can equally support in return. Ideally, he is more extroverted to balance my introversion.
I rarely feel drawn to East Asian or South Asian men, so the likelihood is low if you are one. I am also looking for interesting people with interests in various topics from history to architecture to game theory so anybody can write as long as they have something to say.
I conditioned my vintage jacket for the first time ever and I’m not sure if I’ve done it correct. I used Bick 4 and a microfibre cloth and applied it quite thinly. It feels like u used a third of the 236ml bottle.
I conditioned the front and back but applied quite a few layers to one of the arms as the leather feels (and steel feels) a little bit thinner. It seems sort of reddish.
I will post pictures of the jacket before and now and if anyone could let me know if it needs more/ I have over conditioned that would be greatly appreciated :)
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We had a blast performing for the Sklar Brothers! They were absolutely hilarious alongside Howie and Jackelyn on the latest episode of Howie Mandel Does Stuff. They may be twins, but this video proves just how different they are!
Hey everyone,
Decided it was time to buy a new used car and got pre-approved with a local credit union. While we were negotiating, the dealership offered to knock another $500 or so off if I financed with the same credit union, but through the dealership. I agreed and when I went to sign everything with the F&I guy, the written APR was 6.24%.
It's been 4-5 weeks and I finally logged into the credit union portal to make payments and the APR listed on the website was 6.76%. I immediately drove over to a branch and showed them my paperwork for 6.24% with all the signatures and they then showed me what they received from the dealership with 6.76%...also with all the signatures.
Any thoughts?
TL;DR
Dealership submitted "signed" paperwork to loan company for numbers I didn't sign for.
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I didn’t drink it all myself, we shared it and end of the night I was super drunk and blacked out and threw up all over myself and he was SOBER and I had to be embarrassingly carried up the stairs and given pants 5x my size. How can I higher my tolerance?
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Quoting the TFWiki, "The Vespoids are a sentient insectoid species native to Chixulania." The wiki also says, "The species's name is almost certainly derived from the taxonomic family Vespidae, which includes most eusocial wasps." However, these alien creatures only appeared in the story 'Of Masters and Mayhem' from the Transformers Collectors Club. On top of that, little is actually mentioned about their appearance. All I know is that they were said to have mandibles, wings, claws, and I think stingers. I envisioned the Vespoids as being a cross between a wasp and a centaur. And so, I got to work, putting LEGO pieces together in various ways until I got a result I was content with. What do you think of my interpretation?
I take the shuttle UM buses to every morning to campus. However, this semester I noticed a decrease in evening buses for commuters that live off campus. The latest bus I’ve seen for the 128 is at 6:30 which is not accessible for students who have later classes or jobs on campus.
Is there any chance more later bus services will be added?
I'm talking becoming like r/batmanarkham. It's become abundantly clear that we're not getting any more Ongezellig for the time being (or probably ever) so why don't we all band together and become...
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...stupid?